Thursday, September 18, 2014

Is it okay?

Most of the time I'm not okay.  Most of the time I'll tell everybody I am okay.  Is it okay to feel like a walking disaster?

I like safe over sorry.  But sometimes I throw safe out the window & can't seem but to run right towards sorry.  Is it okay to be so much of a dreamer?

I don't like mistakes.  I try so very hard to do what is right, but sometimes there's just no right answer.  Is it okay to feel like a failure?

I know what I want.  I want perfect.  Is it okay to be an idealist in an evil world?

One of these days maybe I will be okay.  Until then I'll keep saying I'm okay.  Is that okay?

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Pretending

Sometimes I pretend I'm fine when I'm not.  Sometimes it's all just an illusion.  Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing.