Friday, May 23, 2014

Nightdreams

I've been sitting here in bed for about an hour with a blank stare into the early morning darkness of my room, catching the occasional tear as it rolls down my face.  The dream wasn't as bad as I know they can be, but it wasn't good like my daydreams. 

I don't like waking up alone when I'm like this.  I wish there was somebody to wake up with me that would assure me that things are gonna be okay...somebody that would just hold on to me & make me believe that I'm loved. 

When I daydream I have that.  I'm gonna catch a glimpse of that meteor shower tonight & I'll wish upon every one of those suckers I see. 

Thursday, May 22, 2014

Undrafting my draft...

I have a draft post that I add to when I have an idea to write about but not really time to sit down, think through it & write. 

Here are the ideas I've got in there as of now.  Maybe I'll take some time to tackle them soon...

- Last words are important.

- Temper.

- The relationships that will endure when time passes.

- Shame.

- Dingy little blonde girl vs real me.

- I don't like a fight I can't win.

- I shouldn't hafta fight for my spot if it's my spot. 

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Silhouette

When I look into the mirror I almost like the silhouette I see...the only thing missing is you standing there with me.