Sunday, October 19, 2014

Balls & Guts

Some days you will cry...just a part of life.  But, there should be more days without tears than days with tears. 

A bad day doesn't mean it's a bad life.  But you've gotta stand up & stand your ground for the things that you need & want in your life.  As well as against the things that bring you down.  This takes balls or guts...however you wanna look at it.

I'm beginning to suspect that I have neither.

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Is it okay?

Most of the time I'm not okay.  Most of the time I'll tell everybody I am okay.  Is it okay to feel like a walking disaster?

I like safe over sorry.  But sometimes I throw safe out the window & can't seem but to run right towards sorry.  Is it okay to be so much of a dreamer?

I don't like mistakes.  I try so very hard to do what is right, but sometimes there's just no right answer.  Is it okay to feel like a failure?

I know what I want.  I want perfect.  Is it okay to be an idealist in an evil world?

One of these days maybe I will be okay.  Until then I'll keep saying I'm okay.  Is that okay?

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Pretending

Sometimes I pretend I'm fine when I'm not.  Sometimes it's all just an illusion.  Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing.