I just don't wanna...

...do anything! Really, I don't. I wake up every morning & if I could, I'd just lay there all day. I don't want to get up - I just want to sleep. I can't seem to get past being tired - every day - all day. To actually get anything done, I have to "make" myself do it.

Take now for example...I want to write...I want to just vent & write everything that is swimming around my head. The problem is that I can't seem to get those thoughts transformed into words. I want to, but at the same time, I don't want to. I'm sure that makes as much sense as everything else I try to explain (ha ha).