I'm not a big planning person. I usually let whatever happens happen. When I do actually make plans, deviation from that plan isn't an option for me. When I hafta change that plan I'm lost...I don't really know what to do.
I don't know how to talk to people in "out loud" words when there's emotion involved...especially this. I can't seem to say any words without getting upset. My usual defense is making light of the situation or sarcastic jokes but I can't do that with this. I just have no idea what to say...so I just try to avoid the subject.
Being upset about my biological clock pretty much busted has made all my other emotions on edge as well. I'm having a hard time with everything because I can't seem to focus...I can't ignore the things I usually ignore.
I know time will make things easier...I just wish it would hurry up.
I want to know how to change the plan...what's next...
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