No matter how much I tell myself it's wrong & no matter the fact that it is actually wrong, I think I'll always secretly feel that I deserve it (even if just a little bit) when I feel hurt. Sometimes, quite often, I hear things that make my heart feel like it's being ripped from my chest. I put on a strong face. I don't let it show but inside I shatter every time. I tell myself that I brought it on myself. I tell myself that I deserve it because of the pain I, myself, caused in the past.
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